'I love you' ~St
'Okay' ~M
I don't love.
I said I love you once.
It came back to bite me in the ass.
My guard wall was broken down,
I said I love you,
You said it back,
But it turned out we had different meanings to;
I love you.
The guard wall is back up,
Stronger then before,
You won't break it down,
Not again,
And if you do it won't be for a while.
I don't,
I won't,
Say,
I love you,
Not again.
Not to a friend,
Not to a family member,
Not to anyone.
Maybe,
Just maybe,
One day that'll change,
And I'll have someone I want to say
I love you to.
But for now the guard wall is back up,
The barb wire is in place,
Chapter One
With a groan I raised my head blinking my eyes until they focused on the time on the clock that sat on my desk at the end of my bed. Ugh. It was only three am. Why was I awake? Flopping my head back down I gave a sigh. Closing my eyes again I rolled over onto my other side, facing my closet.
Something didn't feel right; it felt like something was in my room. I reached over and turned on the light on my nightstand. Maybe it was Brandon's stupid tabby cat.
Brandon was my twenty-one year old brother that refused to leave 'the nest'. Father was growing tired of him and was trying everything he could to get him to leave but nothin
Just spent a few minutes and went back and read a few of my first smuts. *facepalm* My god they were terrible! Then again they were back in 2009 but still, my god. I had to run away, they were soo horrible!
I broke down and made a tumblr. No idea what the hell I'm doing on it but I have one.
I had nothing else to do when my second class of the day was canceled and it ended up giving me a two hour break before my next class instead of an hour. So I needed something to do. :P
http://missymell.tumblr.com - In case any of you want to follow me, that is it :) Bare with me though, it will take me time to figure everything out on it :P
*curls back up in blanket and hides from all the snow outside and the very very cold wind*
Update!
Made one for my photography so if y'all wouldn't mind sharing and following it. Going to be trying to use it for an
No problem It was alright I suppose lol, I watched a Jeff Dunham marathon and painted my nails and watched a Bon Jovi concert on TV lol. How was yours?